After Angello i started seeing another guy, i didnt even like him, i just wanted to have a boyfriend, we never even kissed and i dont even remember his name!!!! it was short because he was separated from his girlfriend and he told me he had a baby with her and i later told him to try and work it out with her and forget bout me that i didnt mind because there was nothing between us.. and he did he got back with her.. it didnt last long though
then my friend and i started to referee kids boxing, i didnt know crap and apparently you dont have to know!! I just had to watch out for biting, kicking and low punches. We would go to all the fights and on on of these we met 2 guys and we asked our friends mom to let the guys take us to her house. They had a van, i rode up front with one of the guys and my friend went was in the back . All of a sudden we started hearing noises in the back…. yep she was … right there with a guy she had just met an with us in the front!! i just made out with the other guy… the guy i had just met alsoo!! But it cost me biiiig!!! I got such a big throat infection!!!
Then i started seeing a guy who worked in burger king … He was such a charmer!! he read me a poem and sang me a song… I liked it sooo much i kissed him and that is when my mom caught us… but i dont remeber her being mad at me… anyways.. it only lasted 3 days because one day when i went to visit him a girl was already there waiting for him…
Then in 10th grade i started seeing a guy i met while walking to school, he gave me my first hickey… i got to school late a few times because of him but i got tired of him and then found an alternate route to school.
In 11th grade one time i went to a pub.. checkers and i met a guy with a tongue ring and my friend said we should go to the beach because she had met a guy also… so we did and we made out till morning… i never heard from him again because i gave him a fake number… and who knows… he might not even tried calling!
after that came roberto …… …….. then carlos .
A few weeks before i was to leave to visit my dad i was told angello was killed over some drug thing… my mom was right!!!
after that i went to Arkansas and went out once with my little cousins coach… bubba… hehe we had a good time but at the end of the night he took me to a lake or pond dont remember and we started making out and e put his hand ubder my shirt… i told him to take me home.
The next day i called him and told him i didnt like how things had gone.. that i wasnt that kinda girl… We never talked again.
then back home i met the guy that lived next to our apt building and id stay at his house till the wee hours … once when we were fooling around and his roomate walked in on us!!! oh the horror! I remember one night when we were outside talking a car pulled out and a girl got out.. he asked me not to leave s i just sat there… he was sooo embarased he started making up excuses… i didnt care.. i was empty inside i really believed this would be my life .. only good enough to fool around with! so i didnt really care and i told him so.. we were just fooling around, that we were friends with bennefits that was it. I just didnt care!
But then i just stopped… I was tired of it
then about 2 years after that is when i met my husband…. a story for another day.
